Scissors with black handles / Melinda Jean

The idea, owning her own. Grandmother was a seamstress and her anxiety around Andrea using them made sewing a task not a pleasure, which she dearly resented as the smell of fabric, could seduce her.
The sound the paper pattern made when her hand swept across the crinkles flattening it onto the cotton print. Pinning each long pin with its brightly colored balls on top. When the brown shaped tissue lie with all the pin-tops showing she felt she was part of some tiny celebration, a carnival of sorts. Then moving the blackhandled scissors the sharp precise blades coming together as the fabric fell to either side freeing it into the possibilities of becoming something. The thoughts of the finished dress, putting it on and all the places she could go dazzled her. Excitement filled her limbs. She almost shook with happiness as she pressed each seam through the zipper foot. The singer clomp clomping along, the rhythm of her own life, her own dress and one day her own scissors.